crap i wrote

I think I might be angry
<< 2005-06-05 - 12:37 p.m. >>

I wonder if I'm too stand-off-ish. I feel like I always have my guard up. I've been trying to figure out if this is a bad thing though.

It seems like I get pissed off when guys try to talk to me who I think should not have that much confidence in themselves. I am mean to them. I've pushed boys away while dancing (b/c face it guys, the majority of you cannot dance) and I don't feel bad. If a boy is going to go kill himself because some random girl he approached told him, "eww, get away, we don't want to dance with you," then you didn't want to be with him anyways. I definitely don't feel bad because I know that he's just going to turn around and try to feel up some other girl.

And why is it that the ones who should have no confidence (b/c they're ugly) have tons of confidence if it's dark and a bunch of people are dancing and someone accidently looked in your direction.

That's the key to avoiding these icky boys: No eye contact. And if you do accidently make eye contact? Just roll your eyes like "Oh fuck."

I almost don't want to go out anymore b/c of Mr. Glow Bracelets. Seriously, how much money does this guy spend on blinking jewelry and drinks on girls who are willing to take advantage of him and in return sit and listen to his lame jokes? Some of them are more offensive than anything. He actually has business cards printed declaring him a male prostitute. Come on.

P.S. Girls, french manicures are so over. They're ok on toes, MAYBE, but seriously, they look sooo W.T. now that it's not even funny. Just match them with you're burnt out blonde hair and a Federline look-alike and TA DA! Instant white trash.

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	new older profile rings book aim notes image design dl		I think I might be angry << 2005-06-05 - 12:37 p.m. >> I wonder if I'm too stand-off-ish. I feel like I always have my guard up. I've been trying to figure out if this is a bad thing though. It seems like I get pissed off when guys try to talk to me who I think should not have that much confidence in themselves. I am mean to them. I've pushed boys away while dancing (b/c face it guys, the majority of you cannot dance) and I don't feel bad. If a boy is going to go kill himself because some random girl he approached told him, "eww, get away, we don't want to dance with you," then you didn't want to be with him anyways. I definitely don't feel bad because I know that he's just going to turn around and try to feel up some other girl. And why is it that the ones who should have no confidence (b/c they're ugly) have tons of confidence if it's dark and a bunch of people are dancing and someone accidently looked in your direction. That's the key to avoiding these icky boys: No eye contact. And if you do accidently make eye contact? Just roll your eyes like "Oh fuck." I almost don't want to go out anymore b/c of Mr. Glow Bracelets. Seriously, how much money does this guy spend on blinking jewelry and drinks on girls who are willing to take advantage of him and in return sit and listen to his lame jokes? Some of them are more offensive than anything. He actually has business cards printed declaring him a male prostitute. Come on. P.S. Girls, french manicures are so over. They're ok on toes, MAYBE, but seriously, they look sooo W.T. now that it's not even funny. Just match them with you're burnt out blonde hair and a Federline look-alike and TA DA! Instant white trash. lean back<<\|>>jump ahead Moi I'm 23 years OLD, 5'7", dark blonde, skinny, working on a butt, and, lately, quite a work-aholic. more? Warm Fuzzies bunnies cool breezes wife beaters (the shirts, not the people) Scott Weiland high heels Petra Nemcova Check Minus Mischa Barton Japanese-esque cartoons Cameron Diaz (aka Skelator) sweltering heat tying shoes Current Song in My Head Black Betty (bowrm bu bowrm ohOH Black Betty. . .)